You have to ask yourself, what do you expect to find? You may find things you were not meant to know. If you keep your mind open, you may see more than there is. If you forget what you think you know, you might understand. You think it has been a secret, but it never has been.
That being said, this is not a place of wisdom and I am not a font of knowledge. What this is, is a self-serving ego site. It doesn't scratch the surface of insight to my inner being. No ultimate truth is revealed here, no big secret meaning is concealed. No naked pictures are revealed.
Still not certain if you belong here? Read the FAQ. The blog is in the Void. \m/(o_O)\m/